Tomorrow we are going to go get the boys their book bags for school & Donavon is excited about it, that is all he has talked about for the last few days. He is looking forward to school & so is Jaydon,, he starts kindergarten this year, Trystan will be in the 4th grade & he isn't ready to go back, if it was up to him he would never go back, lol.

I had to take Jaydon to the doctor today to have his physical & to get caught up on his shots so he can go to school. He was a brave little man when they took his blood & gave him his shots.

My B-day is coming up soon, I'll be 37 in August, I can't believe I will be 37, although sometimes I feel a lot older than that, lol. Well Amy & I didn't win the Mega Million, I don't play it very often but when it gets so high I have to try, but so far we haven't hit the jackpot, maybe one day but if not I am still lucky because I have my family.

Amy is having a hard time with one of her tooth, it keeps aching & when it does it brings her to tears. We don't have dental insurance so we are going through "Healing Hands" to see if she can get dental work by them. I told you all we are doing better money wise in my last post which we are & we are so glad we are where we are money wise but I hope we don't make to much a month to where she can't get help from "Healing Hands".

Trystan went & saw his pdoc yesterday, he lost 16 pounds, grew an inch & his blood pressure was back to normal. She didn't change any of his medication, she said if he still has a problem with his mood swings when he comes back to see her in two months she will increase his Topamax. He is able to stay more focused since he was put on Stratterra, & his crying spells are a lot less frequent since he was put on Wellbtrin. I just worry about his anger issues sometimes, he can go from being calm to being irritable within a moment.

I am doing all right I guess, I was looking at my scar from when I burn myself & I was thinking how I didn't regret itt any. A matter of fact I wouldn't mind doing it again but like I said Amy has told me if I do she wouldn't let the boys be raised in that kind of enviroment. I know she is right, esp. with Trystan already being Bipolar it isn't something he needs to be exposed to.

It is just hard to explain, I know a "normal" person doesn't go around wanting to burn or cut themselves but I have no problem with it. I have no desire to cut myself but I do think about burning myself again & I know that can get me back into the hospital & I know Amy doesn't want me to go back in just like I don't want to go back in. So don't worry, I wont burn myself even though the thought does cross my mind from time to time, I have to much to lose.

Here is a picture of Donavon with our other "baby" Rakki, he is a Toy Chihuahua....

Hi Jamie! I'm so sorry for not getting over here sooner! Here you are, coming by to visit me, and I haven't done the same for you. Shame on me.

I hear what you're saying about protection circles and blessings, and that was done (thank the universe). I myself refused to touch it - I wasn't even in the same room. I was in the kitchen looking into the living room. I do appreciate your advice, though, Jamie; you're absolutely right that protection and blessings should be part of this particular thing...

Have an awesome day and an awesome weekend, and thanks so much for taking the time to drop by and visit.

Hey Jamie - Your boy is adorable! You and Amy have something special. Never lose it. Love & family is a precious gift. From who I'm not exactly sure but it is a gift! Lots of love to you my friend! Thank you for all your support and encouragment on my blog. It really means a lot to me.